Does God toy with those he loves?
Or is this just a question of learning to trust?
I’m trying,
but I’m not like the saints of old,
who by faith did so many things,
forever told.
Trust and obey they say,
there is no other way,
But hard to trust when everything’s shadowed in gray.
I know I’m not the only one who’s come to this place,
And I know this is a test of faith.
But what if I fail,
what if this breaks?
What will we tell those who stayed?
They trusted us,
will it be in vain?
And if so,
is God to blame?
No.. been down that road.
So what am I left with?
When will this make sense?
Whatever comes at the end,
things happen.
Maybe not the best way to handle it,
Bible says in all things be content,
My answer, still working on it.
